The morning started off like most and as I picked up my phone from its charger before leaving the house for work, I noticed I had new email. I tapped on the icon and noticed there was an email from UCF School of Graduate Studies. This was it. I had spent the previous year preparing for this moment. Would I be accepted into the Creative Writing MFA Program?
I opened up the email and saw the words I had kept envisioning in my own mind for some time (thanks to watching “The Secret” over and over again). The note began, “We are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted…” I had been accepted! No matter how old you are, getting a letter of acceptance remains a great thrill. This was in March, 2011.
Now, I have about two weeks remaining in the spring semester, and I can’t believe my first year of graduate study is drawing to a close. I’ve been reflecting a lot on everything I’ve done since August. My nervousness at orientation and near melt down in week one when I wondered what I had gotten myself into. My increasing confidence with each new assignment returned with high marks, realizing that I can, in fact, complete the homework as assigned. The books that I have read (and more books, and then a few more books). The annotations and response papers written for each of the books read. The creative pieces I’ve done. These are all in the formal context of the academic experience and I have learned an incredible amount in just two semesters.
There have been other experiences, though, related to my program, that would not have occurred had I not joined the program, that have been really great for me. Early in the fall semester, I was asked to join two other students in starting up a literary reading series for MFA students in the area. It’s been very successful and has provided a great place for students to share their works in progress and get experience reading in public. I’ve read my work in public twice at Parcels (the reading series referenced), but also out of one of those readings, was invited to read at another local literary event, “There Will Be Words,” which resulted in having a piece of mine published in a chapbook produced by Burrow Press. In early March, I went to Chicago to attend the Association of Writers and Writing Programs conference – an incredibly informative and inspiring experience for me as well.
Lastly, but probably most important, is that this year has introduced into my life a completely new community of friends, a community of fellow writers with whom to commiserate and encourage and to exchange constructive critique. I have learned so much from my fellow students and literary colleagues and that, I believe, is what has made this program so unique and, frankly, so special to me.
There are no accidents, and as this school year approaches its end, I know this is precisely where, at 42, I am supposed to be.








